With this realization, I started craving for external validation and hence was on the verge of turning into someone, whom I had never even envisaged. Its critical for a mother to keep finding her own versions internally and keep making way for their growth.
Now, my mind started feeling like molten lava bubbling with heat and ready to ooze out from any fissure or crevice. And my phone started ringing. It halted my stream of thoughts, which could have led to an ugly turn to my relationship with them. I reminded myself, I have come to his wife asking for help.